ESA 'WRAG' Is making me worse! What can I do?

I am getting into a right panic about it.

I will try and keep it brief, basically had medical last year, suffer from chronic anxiety attacks, the main symptom is vomiting, but sometimes can have extreme dizzy spells, shortness of breath and even passing out when i get really worked up.
I got put into the ESA 'Work Related Activity', i had heard so many horror stories about the medicals that i was just happy they believed me, so went along with it, i was also told the WRAG was not that bad and i would cope. So i did not appeal.

I had my first appointment way back in April (i think) of last year, the female adviser seemed nice enough, but i could not quite grasp how this WRAG was supposed to help me?
I then had a further appointment a month later, where i then got told she would be emailing me from now on. And she did, i got emailed every 4-6 weeks and i would email back with 'updates'.
This was not really that stressful and didnt cause me much trouble, though i did get a little anxious about what she might ask for next.

In December of last year i got a letter saying i had a new adviser and i had to go in and see him.
I went for that appointment, he was not there and i had to speak to some woman who gave me a form to fill in, but basically started answering the questions for me such as ''can i get on a bus'', she kept saying ''you can you can'', how the **** do you know love?
She also said how the ''rules had changed'' and from now on i HAD to go in every 2 weeks.

This is when i really started to wonder what morons i was dealing with. i then finally had an appointment with the actual advisor about 2 weeks ago.
I was sat waiting for about 10 minutes in a horrible crowded room with computers tapping around me, i could feel myself getting warmer and warmer and short of breath, by which point the adviser came over to me and started talking at me, ticking off boxes telling me what courses he was going to put me on, obviously by this point its all going in one ear out the other i cant concentrate at all on him just on me trying to stop myself being sick!

Then he takes me to his computer to 'book me in', i said this is all too much, then he said 'may i ask why', and guess what i start to have a panic attack and cant breathe, he takes me to a private room and apologises. But i dont understand why he does not already know WHY i am on ESA in the first place?

He said 'leave it for now' and i will see you in 2 weeks. Where again he will no doubt try and pressure me into something else.

My next appointment is on Tuesday, and i am having a right panic about it.
Sleepless nights even.
I feel like i have had a huge set back. this is not helpful at all. And i just know i am going to be sick in the morning all morning till the appointment, get thrust in and feel even worse when i get there .
this is making me miserable and i really cant cope with it.

What can i possibly do? I live with parents so am not on any housing benefit, just the ESA.

I do not know who to call or who to turn to about the situation

Jay.

When I went to my first 'meeting' at JCP I was surprised to discover they *don't* know our medical history!

I had to to tell her all my relevant medical details. I think she said it was to do with the 'Data Protection Act.'

Susan

May I ask how I find out who my job centre adviser is?
I do remember seeing her once quickly after the medical result. But I don't remember having any official paperwork as such with her name on it.

jay wrote: May I ask how I find out who my job centre adviser is?
I do remember seeing her once quickly after the medical result. But I don't remember having any official paperwork as such with her name on it.

Hi j,

You should contact The JC Plus, they should be able to put you in contact with their Disability Adviser.

bro58